On Vday we pray

HaPpY VaLeNtInEs DaY LOVES!! (or for most of us out there, happy singles awareness day, lol) ok i'm kidding... well, only a little.. but I've decided that valentines day isn't something for us ladies to cringe at that don't have men in our lives because this day is also about love, not just couples.

I really feel like God tries to teach me that multiple times a year and most of the time I ignore it. I think about how much it sucks being single and how bad I want to be pursued and for someone to care about me in that way. While this pity party is going on God tries to tell me how FULL and PERFECT His love is. And even if, at that moment, I had a man, His love would be far greater than it anyways. It would never fail me in any way. I would never get disappointed with it. It would make me whole.

It's easy to type this but not as easy to take head to these words. But it's my prayer for now, that I allow God's love to be the only love I seek right now... And when God's path for me intersects with the man I am supposed to marry, then my heart will be fully prepared for it. Because it will be in His timing.

I love you girls so much, but God loves you even more! (way more) =D

k. one last thing and I swear I'm done.. Today is April's parents anniversary. Her Mom isn't doing that well this week, understandably so, but if we could all just lift up her Mom and April too, cuz I know this is affecting her, then that would be great.